I seriously need a Nesshuel fix! I’m hoping to be online tomorrow evening. And maybe then I’ll finally finish making this blog it’s own account…we’ll see. :) Have a lovely night/day beauties.
"Oh no, you can come in sweetheart." She said with a sweet tone in her voice. Esme liked Nahuel, he was very kind towards her and the entire family. She, of course was grateful to him and his aunt Huilen for what they have done. She sat on the couch, looking inside a box, rummaging through things and grabbing items that was in their Forks home. "Would you like to help? I have many other boxes that needs to be unpacked, and none of my sons are home." Esme stood up and grabbed a box, carrying it to where the now empty box was and placed it on the floor.
"Thank you." Nahuel said as he smiled at Esme and took a seat next to her on the couch, or his temporary bed depending on how you chose to look at it. "Of course, that seems like the least that I could do after how welcoming you and your husband have been to me. And my aunt, for that matter." Nahuel sighed lightly as he looked over at the family’s maternal figure. "I apologize that Huilen left without saying goodbye. She can get a little…to far out of her comfort zone, I guess." He found himself slightly embarrassed that his aunt had left in the middle of the night without so much as a word to the Cullen’s after they had so warmly opened their home to them.
Renesmee wasn’t sure if that was a good or bad sign, did he agree to be with her? She wrapped her arms around his neck, “Is that a yes?”She asked with a small chuckle as she pulled away and turned her attention to the pancakes. Pouring some in the pan in the heart shaped utensil.
She meant what she said about being with Nahuel, She was open to give him a chance at love with her…a chance to know what being with her felt like. Something Jacob didn’t really cherish much as she expected. Being with Ness was something special, Something amazing. Renesmee offered love,care,kindness,and much more. She turned to Nahuel once again and smiled a little. “I’ll give you a chance to be with me,Nahuel. Be mine?’She asked. She couldn’t believe she was asking a boy out.
Nahuel released a single chuckle when she wrapped her arms around his neck and asked him the question. How could there have been any other answer to her proposition? With a delighted smile Nahuel approached her from behind as she cooked their breakfast and wrapped his arms around her torso before leaning in and whispered into her ear. “That’s a yes, without the shadow of a doubt. Yes.”
His chin rested lightly on the top of her shoulder as he watched the pancakes cook. It felt right to hold her in his arms. Her tiny frame fit perfectly within his tall embrace. When she began to talk again she released his arms from around her just slightly so that she could turn to him. “Of course.” Nahuel’s lips tugged back up into a smile. “I’ll be yours for as long as you want me to be, I’ll be here.” His hand ran up the bottom of her jaw as his fingers glided along her cheek and neck, stopping just before reaching her dark brown curls. “Right here.” He whispered lightly.
She thought about it before she took the pan and before she even moved away form him. Every word he said was right, every single one. She too felt different and she loved that. She could feel bad about Jacob but Jacob was there since day one. She looked at him, thinking about it.
Jacob or Nahuel. She herself didn’t even know but Nahuel seemed right,right now. With her here. She placed the pan down and looked at him. She had made up her mind. “Nahuel.”She began. “I want to talk about it, It’s just that…I don’t know.”She shook her head. “I want to…trust me I really do.”She chuckled as she exhaled deeply. “I can..be with you..here.”She finally admitted.
Nahuel was stirring the mix together when she began to talk. He figured that she was going to tell him what a big mistake it was to kiss him, to let him think that it would be ok to kiss her, to hold and touch her. He assumed that she would push him away physically and emotionally, maybe even ask him to leave. The last thing that he expected her to say were the words that she actually spoke to him now.
He had no idea how close she was to Jacob but he did know, by the racing of her heart, that she felt like she was making a huge decision for her life. Nahuel could respect that. He wouldn’t push or pressure her into making a final decision or even life altering changes now. He just wanted the pleasure of receiving a chance. A chance to feel what she brought alive in him, to show her that he could do the exact same for her. Nahuel wanted to show Renesmee his life, to open up to her even further. Nahuel raised his eyes when she was done speaking before cautiously leaning in and placed a single, delicately long kiss on her temple. As he leaned away, his hand slid down to the small of her back, and he led her back to the stove before handing her the bowl of mix. “I honestly can’t wait to try your love infused pancakes.” He admitted with a loving smile.
Renesmee was taken back yet once again that Nahuel would wan to return her kiss. There was something about him because she wouldn’t kiss any random guy she met. Something more different then how Jacob was. Being around Nahuel sort of vanished Jacob, as if she never met him in her life before and that sort of confused Ness. But, being around Nahuel was amazing.
She let Nahuel kiss her,softly. But once the sent of burning pancakes over flooded the house air, she pulled away quicker then Nahuel but he had beaten her to the stove. “Wow.”She swallowed as she took the pan and placed it in the sink,trying to water the burnt smell away. She turned over to see Nahuel, trying to explain how she felt. Maybe, he was the one. Maybe. He was so caring and…beautiful. “So..Um.”She began. “I really shouldn’t be doing this..”She admitted to him, thinking of Jacob. “But, I did like..the kiss.”She chuckled awkwardly.
Nahuel released her hand as he rushed to the kitchen window, opening it and waving the air out around them in an attempt to snuff the smell out of the house. He leaned against the counter, across the room from Renesmee as his eyes turned down to the tiling of the floor. He could suddenly feel the awkwardness in the room and felt compelled to explain himself to her. “I…” With a hard swallow and a sigh he looked up from the ground. “I feel…different when I’m around you.”
"I don’t know if I can explain it but…" Nahuel stood up straight and slowly approached her. He laid his hand upon her waist as he hovered over her with his great height. "I loose myself in you." As soon as he looked down into her face, Nahuel could feel her becoming slightly rigid as the thought of Jacob refilled her mind. The hybrid sighed to himself lightly before taking a step away and returning to the bowl of pancake batter. "Look, we don’t need to talk about it if you don’t want to." He grabbed a new pan and handed it to her gently. Nahuel couldn’t bring himself to meet her gaze this time. He felt kind of embarrassed that she felt that their kiss was wrong, something that shouldn’t have happened, because to Nahuel, it was perfection. "Now, about this pancake mix…"
Renesmee was about to answer when She almost got knocked by Nahuel, luckily, He was there to catch her. When he looked at her in the eyes she heart stopped, His arm around her waist made her get butterflies in her stomach. When he pulled away, She was speechless. Has she fallen for him? Jacob was gone and not seeing him made her sad and yet angry.
She looked at him, in her mind, she wanted to kiss him and hug him and be with him but she wanted to be with Jake. But…Jacob was gone..far away. Nahuel, was here with her. She quickly leaned to him, and kissed his lips. softly and pulled away slowly. Soon,realizing what she has done.
"I-I’m sorry."She whispered as she began to walk away.
Nahuel was surprised when she leaned in to kiss his lips but they had both gotten caught up in the exact same moment. It was like every time that they locked eyes, something deeper happened on a different level. As she pulled away slowly Nahuel suddenly felt completely and totally content but as she began to flee the room he reached out and gently caught her wrist. “Don’t be sorry.” He spoke in nearly a whisper as he pulled her back. He reached up with his free hand and cupped the side of her jaw in his palm as he slowly looked up to meet her gaze once again. “Please.” They stood so closely together that they practically shared the same air.
Nahuel swallowed hard, his thumb lightly caressing the veins of her wrist as his long fingers slipped down around hers. Cautiously, as to give her time to pull away if she so pleased, he leaned down to kiss her once again. The moment was slow but beautifully so. Just as his lips swept over hers the sudden smell of something burning filled his nose and the air around them. Nahuel raised his head, looking over at the pan that sat on the stove and quickly seeing the steamy smoke that was rising from it. “Oh! Crap.” Nahuel reached over to turn off the stove and set the pan aside, all while never releasing her hand from his gentle yet secure hold.
Renesmee looked at him, “Never had pancakes?”She asked surprised. She giggled, “Well, in that case i’ll make them with extra love.”She smiled at him before directing him. “May you put one half of tablespoon in the bowl,please?”She asked as she walked to the oven and took out a pan, and utensils for the pancakes. “We shall have heart shaped pancakes.”She smiled excitedly and smiled, “It’s no waste of money,Naheul.Really.”She promised. “I want to, and I don’t need clothes, I have more then enough.”She explained. “We’re friends, and you really are nice to me…I really want to.”
Nahuel smiled as he shook his head. “No.” He admitted once more as he moved to the bowl. Nahuel thought about what she had said for just a moment. ‘I’ll make them with extra love.’ he thought to himself, pondering why that tiny sentence had made him so giddy inside when it finally began to hit him. He was falling for her so quickly that he hadn’t even been able to catch himself before it began to happen. ”Thank you.” Nahuel said, referring to the shopping offer. But he soon found himself hoping that the ‘friend zone’ wasn’t actually a real thing. The hybrid snuck a quick look over at her before grabbing a tablespoon from the drawer and measuring out exactly half, then placing it in the bowl with the powdered mix. “What’s next?” Nahuel asked just as he turned to face her. He turned around so quickly that he hadn’t even realized exactly how close the two of them had been standing to each other. “Wow.” He said, catching her by her waist with a single arm, having almost knocking her over. Nahuel looked down into face for a moment before making sure that she was steady on her feet. Slowly, he unwrapped his arm from her waist and took only a small step back. “So, um…what do you need me to do next?”